Thursday, August 19, 2010

Yes, I know that it has been ages since I've posted...but it might be even longer until my next post. I've hit the biggest speed bump of my life this week, and I'm taking it one day at a time. Kevin and I have ended our engagement, cancelled our wedding, and are on a break. He's going through some personal struggles, and is not ready to be a husband. He needs to find himself and figure his life out before moving forward with 'ours'. I don't know if this means that we will have a wedding one day, or if we won't. I never saw this coming or expected anything like this so I am still in a state of shock.

Who knows what the future holds right now. But I am taking this time to be selfish and find my true self as well. I don't know what that means right now or where that will take me at this point.

I am still reading all of your wonderful posts (except for the bridal blogs which I needed to stop following for my own sanity) and will hopefully document this new chapter in my life here with you all.

I have no answers and no clue right now, so please be patient. Literally taking it day by day...

4 comments:

Dandy said...

We are all here for you. If you need anything feel free to email me. We have all been there. Do not share tears or lurk on this matter. Step up, smile, and stand proud! You are an amazing woman and God has great big plans out for there for you!

I am praying for you!

xoxo

PinkLouLou said...

Oh my gosh, Meghan, Call me. Seriously.
email me for my number if you need to talk, I have been there.My heart goes out to you.

LuvRedandWhite said...

Oh sweetie! I'm sending you a big hug...I'm so sorry to hear this! XOXO!

katie@tulsadetails said...

So sorry to hear that. Hugs to you.